Sunday, October 6, 2013

Getting It Out


***The following is a repost from another Blog I started. I am changing the site name because of a typing error I seem to have overlooked. ***

Hello,

I'm twenty-nine years old and in the middle of a divorce. I never thought I would be divorced. But if you told me when I was nineteen that I would have been married by twentyone I wouldn’t of believed you then either. Now I have three kids and live in Upstate New York. Not fourty minutes outside of NYC but “Up State”. Around the Syracuse area, four hours outside NYC, and living in a tiny apartment. I have my kids a bit during the week. I have a fulltime job where I work for a database company and I have a part time business where I sell wine. Yes, I sell wine... It's fun. I enjoy it and it is something to do when I'm not behind a desk.

My kids are all girls. I like them. I don't know what I would be without them. They are so energetic and excited about life. I just wish they didn’t need to grow up and become cogs. That's what I want to teach them now. Teach them not to be a cog. It’s a hard task set for a father who is only with his kids for hours a week. Their mom is social piece of the machine that plays into the game of circles and has a dependency on friends. I have my erors too. And those will show sooner or later during my rants and ramblings.

I plan on making this mostly video and audio, to show you a real person with real emotions. Not someone who wants to help people feel better about them self who wrote a book and lives a nice fluffy life. I don't like fluffy. And I hope you don't either. Just a couple disclaimers about me: I'm not perfect, I am not a perfect speller, my thoughts do not come out so clear, and a lot more things that you will find out as you follow my blog. I plan on attaching an introductory video, once I get a camera that won’t create a video with lag and won’t drop the audio after ten seconds. It'll be just me. Talking to you.

I hope you, as the viewer, can help me make this a good thing. I want to help people and I want to get a lot of things off my back. Give me some feedback, be honest. Please don't be disrespectful or ignorant. I just ask for your love, as I start to share my life.

Thank you,
Steve.

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